Scary Movies - YUCK!

Me blogging after a long time I guess!!

Well, Its because of me ...lazy me! I so wanna write every time I login, but then, you know, I never really had the mood! I waited to see if I get, but then I realized 'I am lazy' and that's the whole problem!

Ok whateva! Now me here, writing about the thing I get scared!

I am scared of dark! Even if am in good mood, and power gets cut in the night, I can't sleep anymore! I wake up my sister next to me or call my dad or mom if she ain't there! I've heard tales, that ghosts come in the night, blah, blah blah, blah blah blah and on.. So darkness always scares me no matter what!

Ok lemme come to the point! I watched Ring, Exorcist two weeks back. My loving pal, Chandini called us for an horror mansion! Basically, Am a dead scared gal! Would you believe me I if'd say, I got scared seeing jyothika's eyes in Chandramukhi? And I didn't sleep for two days!

People laughed at me! But it's me! Scary kid! Still kid!:((

I wanted to take the fear from me, so tried to watch many scary movies to get away from it. But in the end, I ended up watching none! As in people, would tell what's gonna come and I'll close my eyes! [ hee hee ]

But this time, however I didn't wanna take a risk, I didn't wanna watch and have sleepless nights! But curiosity kills me! Sowmya have told many times to watch ring, I never took a chance. Many of 'em told me that it would be scary, but like I told you, curiosity kills me! And with group of friends you know, you never get scared!

That's true you never get scared when your with them. But once you get back home, 'nee galli d mavalle' [ lol :p ]

First we watched, Exorcist - The beginning, It wasn't scary, except for the last few scenes where, unexpectedly you know that the girl is demon possessed instead of someone you were thinking of is! [ Like I know what you did last summer, where the dummest of the guy will be the killer ] And you know , she would get the most disgusting face on earth!

They wanted to see Exorcist Part II- Thats where the girl comes, who sits in her room, and shouts FCUK ME all the time and walks upside down! YUUUCCCKKK!!! I've already seen the movie once and didn't sleep like for a month properly and had bad dreams the entire year!

With many discussions and quarrels they decided to watch Ring! [ I kept saying no, and yes, minority loses:( ]

I watched the movie and chand would hint me, when the most scariest scene comes! I hated the movie completely. The pictures seen, when it goes like a wave. I know to make that trick in photoshop! And what ever picture I take and even slightest of the blur comes, I get scared like shit!

Though the movie had a different angle, I didn't even felt like appreciating it! Duuuuuuhhhhhh!!
After watching I didn't sleep for days, the day I saw the movie, I asked ma mom to sleep next to me! The next day priya was there [ by god's grace, she was back from Bangalore!] . Like this, a week passed by, and now my chance to sleep alone. But I actually slept that day happily 'coz of someone! Thanks to that person who made me laugh the whole day, otherwise I wouldn't have slept at all!

But still, certain things in that movie makes me scared and you know, feel disturbed! Not only these movie, other scary movies too!

My point is 'Scary movies shouldn't be scary' at all!

I've seen 'End of days', where its more or less a battle between Satan and God! But truly it wasn't scary at all! Infact, people who have a 'moving faith' can get more if you actually watched it!! No disgusting faces, no creepy sounds, nothing of the 'scary movie' sort! Why don't directors take something like that! Why always have some 'shit-look-like' face and stuff!!

And one more, why all the ghosts are all females?? And why it's all kids btw? Why shouldn't smart guys and pretty gals be the 'ghost one'?

Why always they make the kid dress up in some white frock not even a frock, a long dress and they having long, black, thick hair! [ Now only these people want dark haired gals, illana wonly blondes!!:/ ]

There is saying in tamil, children are a form of God, god's favorite! And these people make them devils! Ma gawd! I don't know, how their mothers make their children act like this! If at all, I send them like this, I don't feel like talking or even kissing them after this! Duuuuhhhhhhhhh!!!!

I think scary movies should have smart guys and beautiful gals and make them wear colorful clothes , so that no one gets scared! And one more thing, they shouldn't have faces that makes you puke or have sleepless nights! If at all, you wanna have do so, but blur them up!

And stop making kids act!!! The gal, who came in Ring, was cute and I couldn't see after that! I think young people or middle aged people to be made act in those roles!

Finally, scary movies shouldn't be scary at all! I made my point clear! There is only a slightest different between 'scared' and 'sacred'! Let movies be taken in the second style!

I haven't made any new year resolutions as of now, But my first resolution that comes to my mind now is 'Shara your not gonna watch scary movies from now'!! This is not just a next year resolution, this gonna be my life-time resolution as I know am never gonna grow up [ In this matter esp!! ]

CREEP NOTE:-
~~After watching such shit movies, we were back to college the next day! I was obsessed so much with that movie and gals in ma class new 've become crazy! Someone drew a ring in ma note book and when I saw after sometime, I started to panic! I don't who drew it, it will be
either me, did something without knowledge - sub conscious mind or my pals, who watched the movie along with me to make me scary, as they know, am one hell of a scared person! I don't bother much as I know, that it will be either them or me!~~

Post Script:
I don't want people to comment saying 'ayyehh shara getting scared for this and all huh? or 'cha these movies weren't scared at all' and stuff like this! Mind you, I've told already Iam a total total easy-to-be-scared person! So don't guys and gals!

Vetti post - 1

Hellloooovvvaaaa!!!

This is just a vetti post! So don't bother to comment! Am sick and off from college for 3 days! It bloody makes me sick. To sleep, take tablets, eat [liquid food only:( :( ] and sleep again! Aiooooooooooo am so bored!! Lord save me!! College ponnalum bore, pollanallum bore!!! Enna kappathungallen!! [Its sounds like a ad reco... hee hee]

So what else???? I have noting more to say!!! See ya in the next vetti post!

~~Surviving Me~~

Karupa dhan ennaku puducha coloruu!!!:D

Karupa dhan ennaku puducha coloruu - I think my title will you guys an answer of what am gonna write now!

Why I like black? or karupu? ........ I've been the person who always liked only fair guys and even I once used to pray to Lord "God gimme a fair and handsome guy as my future X". I used to site aduchify only fair pasanga[Boys!:D], that time!![Now also I do...but;-)]

But now things have changed, over the past few years [i.e, 3 years!!] I've been seeing dark guys! Who ever told dark guys don't look good! Kill them![ahem...it looks like a play dialogue!!:D]

HOW IT ALL STARTED!

It all started 3 years back in school! It was during a sports day time! Guys were practicing for 'march past' ! There used to be this guy called 'swami' alais SAMMY![as called by the two fans!!] who used to shout like hell during the practice, that is he calls out 'attention ' , 'right' blah blah blah. They would be practicing in the road, and we sitting in the class can hear him 'crystal clear'!!! So the two fans[none other than my twin soul - SOW n My SG - SUNU] used to run and see him shout! I will accompany them, And once when I did, I noticed this tall, dark guy in the first row marching!

Thats all!!! Ore lowes after that! All my life I sighed only fair pasanga and not even a single dark soul! This guy was a total 'heart attack' to me! All my school days I was sighing him and also got KING SIZE mokkai's from him!

Pavam, even SUNU got mokkai's from him, but she is very bold, she too gave QUEEN SIZE mokkai's to him in front of many people!!:D..... hee hee

Lemme cut that unnecessary stuff! Apart from me havinhg likings for dark guys, there are few other of my friends too who like dark pasanga.

Sow[The greatest fan for dark people], Dom [came to a conclusion after talking to us that 'Dark guys are only beautiful'], Maggs [Doing the honors by sighing a dark guy like me for a long time].

HOW WE STARTED A COMMUNITY

We girls went really crazy that, myself and sow started a community in orkut called "Dark is beautiful" We tried publicizing it too much but in vain 3o people only joined. How cruel the world can be .... only 30 people in this Orkut world like dark people!!! Its very sad! And guys also note that the community is note for loving of dark guys, its about everything, racism and everything!! So don't mistake us for starting only for dark guys!

http://www.orkut.com/Community.aspx?cmm=13329706

Join the community if your one of them!

HOW AM STILL CRAZY

I've become a crazy bear going nuts about male crazy bears. Even in Girish Karnad's - Hayavadana, I liked [rather loved] Kapila more than Devadutta!! Even after stanza's like 'Devadutta apple of the eye, fair, handsome' I liked Kapila "dark,muscular, smart" introduction. I don't get the point of me being changed!

The guy in the left is my recent lowe. He is the dark guy whom am totally crazzy abt!! Well, if you don't know he is Daniel balaji...... Chance eh illa! I liked Vettayadu Villayadu wonly because of him! Though he is a bad villain, I like him!! My only recent goal is interview him atleast by the end of next issue of Yuvasakthi![Our coll newspaper guys!]

I thank Mr.Prem alais PK for making me like him, thats why am liking dark guys now!! Thanku PK, if at all you are reading this!!

Thats all about dark lowes people!!!

NOTE: The above written doesn't mean that I like only dark people and hate fair guys! It's just that I started to like dark guys more:D Avalodhan!!:p

Orkut World!!!

Orkut Orkut Orkut!!!

Almost every college student will be a part of Orkut. Like every other, even I joined[After much of compelling from anantha] It seemed a new place for me. Having seen only Yahoo n rediff chat, this looked all the more exciting for me.

The scrapping i.e, going to your friends profile and leaving a mess!![which almost pissed me off now] Writing testimonials i.e, telling sweet[or sour:p] things about your friends and getting requests from a whole gamut of unknown guys!!

THIS IS ORKUT

First it seem a lil fun for me, getting to know different kinds of people - basically guys[or rather flirts] Then I started having trouble. Or rather I should say I got bored.

In the beginning, I used to login several times[Even three times a day] having pictures in album[of course mine!!] , scrapping the whole day and increasing my scrap count[hee hee:D] begging people to write testimonials, asking them to be fan.....and the silly blah blah!!

But after a few days, loads of news started coming that having pictures in album[ of You!] is leading to disastrous things such as morphing and so on...!! I Took them immediately

* This is one of the reasons I got bored and pissed!

Next is scrap [or the CRAP thing ] thingy! Where your profile is public and everyone can read your scraps! Any guy in the ORKUT world can read what people have [commented] told you. In simple words, what ever you talk becomes public. For eg, If your friend comments that you had a bad hair today in the party, the whole world would know "you had a bad hair in the party".

* The second reason for getting pissed!

Third is, innumerous[seriously] requests[FRIEND requests] from unknown guys! [as am a gal it would be other way for guys]. Am sure it wouldn't be this much of a [burden!!] As i told, in the beginning when I put my picture, I got lots of requests[Not because am beautiful or I dunno] It was such a disgusting thing, where people add you because of you beauty or whateva!

People would say "hey you look beautiful, can I be your friend"
[What the DASH]

Or "hey you have lovely dimples, add me as your friend"
[God, I can't stand this]

I then thought, may be I should remove my picture. Even after the requests still flows. I made my profile too long, so that people get bored soon and adjudge me as a boring gal in town and wouldn't send requests!! But unfortunately, it didn't happen that way.

Another guy who says, "Hey you seem interesting, went through your long profile, can we friends?"
[Bloody you know my profile is long, why did you read it!!]

* Third reason for me getting pissed

I thought I should keep a Full stop for this thingy which I completely disliked. So I wrote in my profile, that if you guys don't know who am i Please don't send requests! I will be denying!

No use! Still I get requests [ But def reduced than before]

But the requests thingy is a little fun. You would get many funny requests,
Eg,

"Hey you seem interesting", "Iam so n so from so n so place, I live in a hostel, Can we be friends?"

[Crazy guy, why is he even mentioning he lives in a hostel! I never mentioned I will add guys who live in hostel]

Another guy says, "Hey can we be frds, don't ignore me saying -I won't accept strangers - After all everyone who was born was a stranger, but then we became frds only with those strangers and now we call them friends, so its like that"

[**Yawn**....**yawn**.... A request or a lecture???]

The usual requests says, "Hey am new to orkut, I want to have friends, so will you be mine?"

[You joined just to make friendship with gals or what??]

Another usual one, "Add me as your friend"

[ How demanding!!]

Before I used to add[only a few!!], that too only if its regarding a photography discussion!! I must say this.... I got real good friends, whom I added who have photography interests [ like moi]


They help me .... in the sense, gimme advice, comment and do loads!! I have to mention names of certain people - Siju(stupid idiot jobless useless - his display name!!), Chandru(Chubby chandru as he calls himself), Soundar(who always keep asking me about journalism n photography!!), Sharanya (a vis com student, where we discuss abt PG), Swathi(very interested gal in journalism, who keeps me asking stuff about it!!), Alok's cousin(oops forgot ur name !!) Who is interested in journ.... These r few gud people i remember!!

I added them, only coz of their interest towards the subject!! [ok... it doesn't mean I add every other guy now who asks me about photography or journalism;-)!!] And they were pretty decent!!

OK ..... I keep complaining about Orkut! Why am I still here then??

My reasons!

* Because I got in touch with my schoolmates.
- Like I became good pals with soyed(aka Syed), Navashee(aka Prem Navaz!), Setup srini(aka Srinivas), Pachathala(Aka harish)[Any many more school guys!!], Sruthi, Savitha, Kavya, Priya, Vani, Girisudha, Praveen(My childhood pal!), and many more!![Note:- I could rememb only few names, Pl excuse me I I'd left out a few!]. Have to say that orkut made me talk with those whom I'd never spoke with and it made me find my old pals too!

* Because certain communities are interesting!

* Because am the moderator for one community![ where we have a whole lot interesting things happening]

* Because I need to change my community name like sleeping st.john's and stuff when they don't interact and keep momming them around!!

* Because friends have written testimonials[ I get to know what they think of me] and will more!!

* Because Myself and sow[My twin soul] are always upto something! Like our new plans is to start a community for Priya mam[Our lowing english teacher!], To also start a community saying 'We had latha mam'[Our Comp Sci mam] and another one saying 'We miss Kumar G' [Our Chemistry sir, who passed away last year]

* Because we[myself, sow and domi] want to make 'First love mokka club' community a world rocking ...oops orkut rocking community and truly beleive that most of us [lowes] would be a mokkai for the first time!!

* Because my old crushes[Or what you call as puppy love] are there am trying make them notice [ME:D] Trying give them a new impression![Supposingly good:p]

* Because my sister is there, and I get immense pleasurein pulling her legs!! Shez damn cool a sister!!

* One big reason will be, Orkut is damn addicting! [I wonder even cigar n alcohol can be this addicting ! -Ok this doesn't mean I drink or smoke or doesn't mean whether you should know whether I drink or smoke!!!:D] This makes me stay in Orkut! Even when I want to delete, somehow this interests me! Dunno Y!!

Now a days I don't login much! But still I keep doing some shit in orkut! Like I told you, It's addicting!! This makes me stay!

But things like morphing, getting requests from strangers[who join themselves in 'cheesy' communities!] and terrorists and doing all sort of disastrous things scares me!

I am now, trying to be safe and little clever![which I forget to do at times:p] I rarely login or talk only with people whom I know. I am in orkut only for known friends and some unknown friends[Who were mentioned above]

But I can you one thing, If your really bored or pissed, join Orkut! It's a place for the Vetti's [one of the reasons why am still there:D]

Orkut is for the Vetti World!!

NOTE: Above written is how 'I see Orkut'!! I haven't mentioned any names according to the code of conduct and off the record information which I learnt in journalism;-) Hope this is only meant to read in the mood of enjoyment! If I had hurt anyones feeling, I apologize for the sake, It's written only to my knowledge - unintentionally;-) Oh yea one more thing, I have to mention that not all guys are like *that*, Only a few bad guys!!

~~Surviving Shara~~

First Poem!

This is my first poem! A true poem! My poetry inspiration was my friend Mahima. I remember the day where we used to sit together and do our home work[even though we were studying in different schools] Once when we where doing this together I finished my HM early. She wanted me to stay at her place. It was so boring for me that time and I wanted to leave. Then she asked me to write something about her. I thought ok...whatever... I got a work... so I penned down my thoughts about her. So here it is guys! It might sound kiddish! It will be so as I wrote it when I was 11 or 12!!

A Poem for my loving friend - Mahi!

Mahima is my friend,

She is so sweet.

She is cute,

But not a dirt.

She is cool,

But not an ice.

She has a figure,

But she’s not poor!

She is tall,

But not a ladder.

Her eyes are black,

But she is not black.

Her heart is clean and white,

But she is not a snow girl.

She is an ice-cream,

But she doesn’t melt!!!!!!!!!!

~~Shara~~

Note: I wanted to make it rhyming as I've always learnt poems in that way!

This Diwali....

This year diwali was just another day for me. Usually my years of diwali was this fun n frolic types. But this time nothing of the sort happened.

Morning myself and my sister woke up early and burst some crackers. Just for the name sake!! Surprisingly this time i was afraid of bursting crackers!! I was trying lit the cracker for a long time. My sister got pissed and she kept!

This happened for a long time!! I am usually burst with great enjoyment and infact always await for the D day to come! I dunno i got bored!

Is that because I getting older and getting bored? Or Is is that am afraid? Or Is is that my elder sister and my niece didn't turn up and we didn't have "the gang" to enjoy?!

I dunno!

In the midst of this fighting that whether i should burst or she, Rains started!! [After a long prayers from Chennai ladies] rains showered!! It spoiled the entire show.

This always happens. Every year rains would come only on the diwali day! But this time the pour was slightly more than the usual years!

We went back and watched TV!! Interviews, talk shows, new movies and blah blah would fill the hours in every channel!! [We had a pass time!!]

Evening was pretty ok! We had our dear friend Priya who had come B'lore to accompany us! Photo session started! I took my camera and experimented the setting and tried ever shit thing!

like this;Late evening we went to the terrace to see the night shots or rockets or whatever you call it!

We took some Noruku thenni[A tamil slang for snacks!!] and saw the beautiful lights!!

This is diwali is no special or excitement for me! Over the years Diwali = Fun for me! I think Myself and gai missed Vids n taarika this time. Am sure we would have had great time! That's Ok, There is always a next year!

One two Three....... CHEESE:-)

If your wondering what am gonna write........ Its Photography..... My Photography journey this semester!!

I was this girl who don't even know a single thing about cameras and photography. I remember those days where i used to click pictures pathetically!!<> Once my bava asked me to take a family pic(with my parents or rather his in laws, sisters & wife etc) They were giving a nice and a natural pose. I clicked! I thought it would have come a bit okay... But then when i saw..I was laughing my guts out... The subject(my family) is in the right side corner of the photo. Half of my bava's body is cut. The left side is chairs and the empty wall. (see how pathetic i was)

I was that bad. I had no interest. Like these people used to give interviews

From my early age itself I started looking at pictures....

I had nothing of that sort. I used to flip magazines. I just admire the places and ask my dad to take me to those places. That's what photography was to me!

But over the days, things have changed. Even in may, when I knew I had photography, I didn't jump to the sky or any sort. I kept quite. The least thing which I did was begging my dad to buy me a good camera(that to 'coz everyone in my class had!!)

My 3rd sem started... And classes began. My mam gave us a huge list of photos to be taken by the end sem. I was wondering, with no knwoledge in photography what am I gonna do. I kept thinking. Myraid of thoughts went through.

My mam gave us our first assignment. It was to do a profile of a person. Brain childs of our class thought different ways. I thought I will do my father's friend, who is a journalist. I took pictures. This is the first time I want to try different angles to potray a person. The first time ever am touching a camera for a purpose of its own! I took lots of pics and tries to potray him differently. I submitted my assignment.

After a few days I got 8 on 10. I was pretty happy. I thought for a first trial this is too good a mark for me! She has written they angles and composition were really good! She did appreciate my article too. But that was usual! I've been writing for long and getting appreciation for something not connected with the subject didn't make me happy or feel good sort! Anyways she has written 'Good Work. I was happy for that!

Later our mam started giving assignments and submissions dates for the BIG ONE! We need to start our real work! First she asked us to submit "Monument, culture & heritage". I had no clue how do I start!

By then my friend Ananthalakshmi (aka ananthu!) said we will go together and click pictures in Mylapore. She is one person whom i can never forget(In terms of photography) I would say she is my greatest inspiration in photography! The times with her, I saw how she clicked pictures, how she liked the subject, how she tried different angles and loads and loads!! She taught me in the beginning the major stuff- foccussing, about the main sub, aperture & shutter speed setting and stuff! I learned most from her.

Even I started taking pictures and I tried various stuff with my camera. The passion... the love grew! More and more I took pictures with her, I knew more. (hoi am talking somethin abt u de!)

We took a lot of monuments and culture stuff for our submission! When the prints came, I was flying in the air! I was up somewhere. I hear people say its "too good shara" I loved the pictures which I took. I put them in an album and went to college!

The next day in class I got loads of compliments from my classmates and friends! I felt as though am in the top of the world! I got too much praises that day.(Which is something usealy now.....hee hee;-) LOLZ) Even my mam loved the pics, she approved most of my pics.

From that point of time, I took special interest in photography. I tried loads of ways to make my pictures look best! I tried harder and harder. I read books on photography(Thanks to my dad) I read how famous photographers tried many ways and blah n blah....!

We need to take lots for her to choose and approve. All those which is approved goes in to our BIG ALBUM! I was too happy! Most of pictures were approved.

I knew i was doing great! Yes, I was. After taking pictures under various categories, we need to prepare for our album(Which contains 50 marks!!!) Mam told us "The pictures and your presentation matters" It kept ringing in my ear!

I wanted my album to be the best! I worked harder on it and did quite well. But when i finished it, I thought i didn't put my 100% I thought "no shara, this is not you" I kept on thinking i would have still done better!

I went to college with a sad face!Anantha's album was first seen in class first. Everyone said her's is nice first!(No offence to you, Even I liked yours) I was a lil worried. I worked harder day and night to make my album look the best!

After I showed mine, all of them said Mine is the best. I was on top again. But i was a lil afraid. Because its our mam who is gonna mark us and not my classmates. People even told I am the one who did the best and deserves full marks!! But getting appreciation is good and feels great, but still when the concerned person tells, is something different and thats really happiness(Acc to me!)

She saw my album. She smiled.... She flipped through fully and smiled for my "funny captions".(I loved it though...) I saw her eyes. I wished i culd turn a mind reader! I could guess few of her reactions. I knew she was happy. But stil.....

After she saw. She said "Sharanya good work..... Its very nice and you have lots of potential in this.. Keep it Up!"

I was happy. Too happy infact! I was on cloud 9! But the thing i wanted was to get full marks or first mark! She told the same things to two of my other classmated too! I worked hard to get the best. I don't know even if she put full marks for me!

I believed in God... I submitted it Lord and said "Lord i did my best, I believe you take care of the rest" My head started to break. I wanted to desp to know marks. I didn't have the guts to ask her personally too! What if i didn't get the full marks? What if she'd scold me?

I couldn't take any longer. But hank god after too much of pressure from our class(to know our marks) She said she will call out. After calling all the people's mark, she said three of them has got full marks - AnanthaLakshmi,Sharanya and Sonali! I was on top! Indeed high! I was so so so so so so so so happy!!! Happy i call it understatement! Something out of the world! I was too too happy!!! I said a small thanks to the Lord while mam said me somethin!

Next big day is to face our external! What that man is going say? What marks will i get? And other stuff starting running in my mind!

The day came atlast! People who went first said he asked 'that' he asked me 'this'... Some questions was too technical...blah...blah...blah! Thats All.... I was gone! I thought "govinda govinnnnndddaaa!"

But luckly nothing of the sort happened to me! When i entered, he said "very good presentation, too good a work, You are capable and can do more .. You even make a good career out of it!" He evn asked me if i had learned photography befor(I was laughing inside thinking of the days mentioned above!) He liked it so much that he even forgot to ask me technical Questions. I showed my document and wanted him to ask. But he said "not neccessary, good job, Thank you!"

I was satisfied. It is like getting an award for me! An award i needed after 3 months of hard work! I never had the times of getting first mark or rank! I was this average student until school! But when i came to college i worked harder to achieve those! I never knew myself I had talent in this subject! If i didn't take journalism, I wouldn't have explored that i have this talent. Balraj said one day to me "God is making you show your talents to you and others" Yes, its right! He showed me something that i didn't even imagine that i would have!

At this point, i can even make a career out of it! I evn have plans to do my Pg in photography! Let me see where i end up! I must thank anantha to set the roots right, my dad for giving so much of money to do this most expensive course and for the support which he gave and My lord, who showed me that i have something like this in me! Thank you everyone!

This is something which i can never forget! Now am standing in a pose of one two three.... CHEESE! But no one is here to click me!!!

Vande mataram!

September 7th,2006 makes Vande Mataram - 100 Years!

In our college, we sang Vande Mataram :-) on sep 7th around 11 a.m(if am not wrong!!)In the midst of boring classes(!!!)the college announced the need to sing!:-)

I presenting some (dum) thingy on biomes!! (which is not even connected with my subject!!imagine my plight?!?!?). They then announced.

When i sang, I had so much of pride and made me feel so so proud of my country!

Oh I LOWE INDIA!!! I just love my country...............! The only thing i want to sacrifice my life would be only for INDIA!And only mother India deserves it! I will do anything for my country!

Vande mataram!

here is the song,

"Vande maataraM
sujalaaM suphalaaM malayaja shiitalaaM
SasyashyaamalaaM maataram ||

Shubhrajyotsnaa pulakitayaaminiiM
pullakusumita drumadala shobhiniiM
suhaasiniiM sumadhura bhaashhiNiiM
sukhadaaM varadaaM maataraM ||

Koti koti kantha kalakalaninaada karaale
koti koti bhujai.rdhR^itakharakaravaale
abalaa keno maa eto bale
bahubaladhaariNiiM namaami taariNiiM
ripudalavaariNiiM maataraM ||

Tumi vidyaa tumi dharma
tumi hR^idi tumi marma
tvaM hi praaNaaH shariire

Baahute tumi maa shakti
hR^idaye tumi maa bhakti
tomaara i pratimaa gaDi
mandire mandire ||

TvaM hi durgaa dashapraharaNadhaariNii
kamalaa kamaladala vihaariNii
vaaNii vidyaadaayinii namaami tvaaM

Namaami kamalaaM amalaaM atulaaM
SujalaaM suphalaaM maataraM ||

ShyaamalaaM saralaaM susmitaaM bhuushhitaaM
DharaNiiM bharaNiiM maataraM |"

The meaning:-

Mother, I bow to thee!
Rich with thy hurrying streams,
bright with orchard gleams,
Cool with thy winds of delight,
Dark fields waving Mother of might,
Mother free.

Glory of moonlight dreams,
Over thy branches and lordly streams,
Clad in thy blossoming trees,
Mother, giver of ease
Laughing low and sweet!
Mother I kiss thy feet,
Speaker sweet and low!
Mother, to thee I bow.

Who hath said thou art weak in thy lands
When the sword flesh out in the seventy million hands
And seventy million voices roar
Thy dreadful name from shore to shore?
With many strengths who art mighty and stored,
To thee I call Mother and Lord!
Though who savest, arise and save!
To her I cry who ever her foeman drove
Back from plain and Sea
And shook herself free.

Thou art wisdom, thou art law,
Thou art heart, our soul, our breath
Though art love divine, the awe
In our hearts that conquers death.
Thine the strength that nervs the arm,
Thine the beauty, thine the charm.
Every image made divine
In our temples is but thine.

Thou art Durga, Lady and Queen,
With her hands that strike and her
swords of sheen,
Thou art Lakshmi lotus-throned,
And the Muse a hundred-toned,
Pure and perfect without peer,
Mother lend thine ear,
Rich with thy hurrying streams,
Bright with thy orchard gleems,
Dark of hue O candid-fair

In thy soul, with jewelled hair
And thy glorious smile divine,
Lovilest of all earthly lands,
Showering wealth from well-stored hands!
Mother, mother mine!
Mother sweet, I bow to thee,
Mother great and free!

Translated by Shree Aurobindo

I LOWE INDIA..............................:-)

Wil they eva understand them?

MONEY MONEY MONEY

Is all everything for few people. Money minded people always think, if i throw a few hundred thousands i can get anything!

What to do - They have their master! They make bad use of it.

One day i saw this tamil movie where some bomb blast or something happens in a rice field!!

God! Won't they think how difficult it is for the farmers to work and see it getting destroyed??

If u throw money, is that equal to the effort they put in?

Definitly a BIG no!

Why are people like this??!!

CAn't they use a set or something for things like this... If u throw money u can statisfy their needs for a few days but not every day and their heart!

Its like a work place for them. They do it for us! They work like day/night for the rice to come up really well and it's for us!They really put in a lot of hardwork! They put their heart and soul and people destroy it like in a minute?

I think if these people think they do all this for us, They wil stop doing something like this! Because people need it!

I wanna know is it that necessary for these people to use a field for a villan or the hero flying in the air?! And the fields get destroyed.

The irony is that they show a farmer(a co-actor!!) crying seeing the fields get destroyed. Oh mi god! Check that out?!?!?!

Iam sure this is the scene that happens in real life too!

When they can show in reel life, why the hell these people can't understand the real people's feelings? Their hard work?

I think all the 'cinema people' should stop using the field for this purpose! Some movies they show really good scenes of the fields where the hero n heroine is dancing (!!~~Much better)I think thats fine!

Ma request to these people will be, Show the World the unknown parts of the world. Make them feel good about it! Discover places and show reality! Don't show bitter stuffs, and hurt anyone's feelings!

Will they ever understand them??

Sari day:-)

Today was Sari day in our college...... All pretty chicks looked like ladies today!!;-) So wil i be exception?!.....lolz..... Moi too in sari....

I did'nt want to initially...But then moi frends were pretty keen that i wear a sari.. And yea definitly i want to be in sari....Am 18 and studying in one of the most coolest college, definitly i want to show off...;-)....ahem ahem **....:-)

I decided to suprise moi frendz and got all dressed up in an orange with black sari.... Asked ma dad to get droped.... Thought of getting down in the college in a car.. Like a Queen.... Unfortunalty ma dad took his bike and said he wil drop... I had nothing but to scold ma dad all way to college....

"Appa enn pa,nodu nan sari la paraithatha",I said

"Jhanu,nee thumba conscious ah iruthi...summniye irrumuma,bandi oodusthini la", said Dad.

Thats Kannada:-).... It means i was telling moi dad ma sari was flying and he asked me not be conscious and shut ma crap n sit quietly!!......lolz

Atlast reached the college....With great difficulty i climbed 5 floors....!! Ma classmates shouted "hey......... u luk pretty.....u luk like a doll di baboooo"... I was blushing...;-)

Moi getting a lot of compliments that day....Ahem ahem**.... I know am showing off...!!Wat are girls for then.... or rather wat am i for??....hee tee...;-)

We were taking pictures the whole day and had nothing to do except for posing for camera's.....Hmm...it was nice... I should say i had complete fun!! So nice... I've always been thinking "nothing like school"..... But these sweet memories will make me say "Nothing like college"....Amazing people in my class...

In the begining i felt like i should quit the college...coz i wasen't that comfortable with my class people....From ma 2nd sem things starting changing... And now i enjoy being with ma frendz to the fullest....

Oh...."I lowe ma class".....:-)......

I know am into too muuch of lowes!!..... i better stop...!!

I'll continue about moi frendz in sari...

I got the BIGGEST BULB....two of my close pals were not in sari...:-( Very disappointing!! :-( :-(

Next year am sure they would be in sari...last year...[cries...:( :(]

Other of moi frndz were in sari... Anantha in a beautiful sari[which ofcourse was not a sari that young people wuld wear] But i have to say,she looked Neat and pretty. Sam(Sameera) also looked neat and reminded me of a KG teacher!!.....lolz.....

Lakshmi...no words...shez always liked to be sari..So seen a couple of times her in sari... Yea she looked gud too.... Lekshmi was in a perfuucct Mallu style.... Wore this White cotton sari with Golden border.... Chandini luukked like this sexy gal... All tied up ******....hee hee...lolzz

Kanti n vidhi were the 'figures' of our class......hee hee....;-).... Guess that explains well... ahem ...ahem**

Varsha looked "busssss"....Wore a sari that 'tried' to make her look fat... Well that actually did'nt work out!! She looked as thin..(guess that's an understatement!!) as ever!! Padma looked guud, Amie surprised us with sari!! Guru looked really pretty... I wonder sometimes for her height(!) will that even suit... but she looked really cute like a lil sweetto pie....:-)

Priyanka was in a nice 'pattu' sari...looked 'ethnic'.....Very pretty...asusual!! Anu this time looked really gud,with jewellery(which ofcourse she would forget to do so!) Sharanya LU...looked awesome... I msut say this...She was a perfect figure....beautiful,lovely and decent!!

Others gals who were in sari too luked good...!! And not t forget MOI!!I too looked pretty...as said by ma fans....;-)........hee tee...lolz.... guess none of moi classmates reads this line!!......

I lowed the day.....A sweet memory to cherish always...... :-)

sOmEtHiNg sOmEtHiNg ...............

I saw this movie sOmEtHiNg sOmEtHiNg unnakum ennakum during the first week of the release....

I desperatly wanted to see the movie 'coz i was so sure it wuld be dum and it won't be like the original version - TELUGU!! Where Siddarth luks hott[!!]....sexy n smart!! I thought Jeyam Ravi would not be able to perform like him...

Maself maggs(mahima) n Sandy(Sandhya) set off desp....n went....We were(as usual!) late n v somehow got da tickets in the 4(!!) row..... 'Thats ok', i thought!

The movie is goes like this....

Kavi(trisha) n prabhu are orphans.With lil toubled childhood, he takes care of his lil sis kavi n makes sure she gets the brotherly love(sentiments!!) she needs. Prabhu also hates rich people coz of his father(**Flashback**) and he wants Kavi to get married to a poor but hard working guy! This is the Turning point or changeor how ever u call it!

Kavi's best friend is gonna b wed...n shez gotto travel wid her to her town!She leaves and meets this guy Santhosh(Ravi) Santhosh is London-settled NRI who lives with his elite parents. He visits Chennai along with his mom to attend his cousin's wedding(that is trisha's friend!).....

There he meets Kavi,who is a pole apart when it comes to upbringing and family background. The inevitable happens!! THEY fall in LUV;-)!!And they story starts now....

Firstly,Santhosh's mother didnt approve this coz she was a farmer's sister n poor! Secondly, Santhosh escapes from mom and comes to Kavi's village. Prabhu gives a challenge to prove himself and to check whether he's unlike other rich guys! The challenge is to labor in his farm. He also gives 1 acre of land and asks him to harvest more produce than him.

The rest of the story is how santhosh struggles hard to get her!And the ending would be "Happy at last!!"(which of course i like a lot in movies).........

Moi comments:

Firstly, i changed ma opinions on Ravi!!His acting was simply suberb.I thought he would completely won't fit in the role(coz Siddarth's acting was simply awesome!). Ravi made a real effort and lived upto the expections!2 flaws in him and his acting is
1)His voice/accent-did'nt sound like a London-NRI return at all. He should have foccussed on voice modulation a lil more.
2) His weight- Should have reduced a lil more...It did'nt fit right in few frames.

To moe ma comments, I think Trisha was really cute in the movie. One of the few movies she did that gave a lot of scope for acting.She fitted perfectly!And she was too pretty and dam cute!Acting vise also she did her job perfectly.Mayb in few frames she reminded me of Joythika!

Other actors like Prabhu, geetha and others acted perfectly!I would say Prakash Raj the telugu version dad was much better than Bhaigyaraj! Guess Prakash showed much better emotions than him!

I find the story line really gud!! I wish i get a guy like him..... Wil cinema be real??

The long journey..............

Back again after a long time post something i lowed..... Something unseen..... Unseen beauty.....:-)

I left to Blore along with mom n dad on 12th night in blore mail...to attend ma cousin raj's*** wedding.. recent times i've always been travelling in A/C coach and I fekt uneasy this time get into a normal one(i knw i act tooo muuch!) It was as usual boring...Coz nothing to c as am travellin night!Finally reached Blore around 5.30 a.m..... Hmmm...I can hear people around me conversing in kannada...(can u believe it??)oh i lowed to hear people converse in ma Mother Tongue:-)...Ma bava(sis's husband)came to station to take us to a new home of is....

It was too cold... I wished i had a sweater!Atlast new home came...Ma sis's called out frm the balcony.We went up n ore sister bondings!The house was Big and way way way better than the previous one.The new Home seems a Lil modern too.Ma neice was lyin in bed acting as though she was asleep waiting to do 'baaa' to me.And iam suppose to ask "taarika eli.... nindha maduthalaya?" and she would shout "bhaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa". Nice game ain't it?! Innocence is one thing i admire most in kids.She is just 4!

Morning i was killing time and hogging all the murku's n boonthis which ma sister made for us.I was diet freak and ended up breaking them all wheni went to blore. Evening we went to shopping(as usual...commercial street...hmmm ma favo place)....I picked up a bag in the corner street shop. And know wat this all i got in Blore. I can't believe it maself!First time in ma Life time I get only one thing in Blore!

Next morning we started to pack things for Shimoga,Where ma cousin's wedding is supposed to be! We started off....Have to say this...I guess only frst two platforms in blore are neat...others??So cheesy n untidy!We had to go to the 9th platform which was in a pathetic condition.I did'nt want to stand there!It was too crowded and people looked dirty!The sight made me say "aye.....chi" but then i had something interesting to look at and ofcourse that would be a smart guy...;-) He was wearing a Air Force India T-Shirt and it made think whether he worked in air Force! God Knows! But then he was too cute;-).... I thank God for dis timepass otherwise i would have freeked out seeing the dirty people!

After a safe journey(we travelled on 14th aug night!)... Shimoga welcomed me with pile of shit. Yes, as soon i got down from the train i stamped a pile of shit! "Shit", i said. Ma sis's were there to giggle. It started to rain!Ma day was bad!I washed da shit out of ma slipons n we went to catch an auto!

We went to a Hotel called MG Place!Where ma cousin booked a rooms for all our cousins! We went pretty early so that we can see many unseen beauties in North Karnataka.We refreshed our self and set of to see a couple of places!

We went in travera(have to mention this!)
The driver was pretty smart. We set ofF. The journey was amazing. The place is like it wil rain foe few minutes and sun would pop out and again rain.... and it keeps changing!It was awesome!I pestured ma dad to Stop in da middle to catch up some gud shots in ma cam.Unfortunatly i couldn stop everywhere. I thought then,"If only my eye was a camera". God the place is too beautiful.I fell like staying there!

Our first visit was too the Jog falls!AMAZING is not the word.. I would say it is a understatement!It was raining...Pretty irritaing though...Still we were off the car and saw The Indian Niagra!Man i lowed it!I took a couple of pics!The climate was as usual palying!rain-no rain-sun-rain!

Near the jog falls...rather opposite to it was a kutti falls.No one would even notice it!It was in the midst of some trees.We 'engo' reached there.Ma mom had some difficulty.We(moi,sis1,sis2 n bava). i wet ma legs holding the tree branch!If we slipped we would be at the foot of the Jog Falls!

We stayed there like for an hur or two and then set ack to our car to have lunch.We reached Honnawar.And we eat some light stuff.It wasen a lunch anymore!coz' it was 4!

Our next spot was to reach Murdeeswar. To see the temple! It was pretty close to Mangalore! The drive was through the western ghats.Awesome again...We stopped in the middle to see some valleys!Mr.Smarty was explaining to us!;-) I took some shots again!(ma main profession!)

Around 5 p.m. v reached Murdeeshwar. It's like down the hill!Near the coast! The temple is near the coat!The statue of shiva is huge and set apart from others! Awesome sight! And a way way huge temple is also being constructed next to it!i took some pics!(should i keep mentioning this?) We stayed there for some time and started off like 7p.m to kolur!But then it was to late to see the temple so we halted in Batkal. We struggled there to get a decent hotel to stay! Finally it was 'Kola'. Though the the hotel gave a nice look, the rooms did'nt seem though!But this was better of the lot!So we halted there and next day morning we got ready to see the kolur temple!

Around 8a.m we started to kolur!We had breakfast in a small town!The food was good.esp the set dosa!On our way to Kolur we also went to Maravante Beach- Arabian sea coast! It was a beautiful Sight to sea the river on one side and the beach on the other side!LOWELY!!:-) We spend there some time!Again i stamped on a pile of shit which was hidden(!) in sand!I washed in the sea water!...Then we has had to clim up to see Kolur!It was real beauty!kolur reminded me of Kerala!Most people in Kerala style!We went had some darishanam(meaning blessing) We also had lunch there!Awesome food! Around 2 we started to Shimoga.

On our way we saw cascades and took pics!As we were travelling we also saw the Nagra Fort. We reached Shimoga,went back to the Hotel and met all my relatives! I refreshed and we went to the mantapam to greet r mappila!(means groom!) He was really smart! dressed in formals! I enjoyed so much during the wedding. That would be ma next post!

Afer the Lowely wedding we went to Lion safari!Our final trip in Shimoga!I could see the lions, tigers moving around close to our bus! NIce to see but pretty dangerous! The same night we started from Shimoga to Blore!Next day we were back to Chennai! APPADA....... It's over! Not the trip but ma post!

It was too amazing....unforgettable journey...Litteraly everyday i was travelling! I've never been to a long trip like this before!Too amzing! Am back to Chennai but the thoughts haven't gone....It has placed a footprint in ma life...To be remembered and to be cherished!And yes, I cherish them!I LOWE MA STATE!I LOWE SHIMOGA!AND I LOWE MA JOURNEY!I THANK RAJ FOR HAVING HIS WEDDING THERE.....(if not i wouldn have seen these places!) And I THANK MA DAD FOR TAKING ME THERE! AND LASTLY I THANK GOD FOR GIVING ME EYES....otherwise i would'nt have seen them!AND THANK FOR CREATING THIS BEAUTIFUL PLACE!!:-).......................LOWE u Christ!MUUAAAAAHHHHHHH:D

The field trip:D

Today v went to the first field trip(as a class together for da 1st time in 1 1/2 yrs!!) . We went to Mahabalipuram for Photoshoot!( that's a school kid's excursion spot!!;-) )...... never mind! We were happy that atleast this college takes to this place. We were asked to come like 6 in the morning... To capture the sunrise shot while we are going.... Unfortunaltly the people who asked us to come turned up late. And our political issues mam(who was so sweet n early... even though it was'nt a big necessity for her to come) came to give our internal exam papers(What a nice start... see r marks in da early morning).... But it made happy though!!! obviously i got great marks which i least expected to be...!! OH i LOWE HER!!(jus coz she corrected ma paper lineantly!!:D)

I was so happy with ma marks and concerned people came..... And we were all set to get into the bus.... For a most lovely trip with ma college mates for the first time.... We three(aishu, S n me) sat along with the gang(laks2, div,chand,sumi!!).... To make a bad start(always it happens for moi:( ) S(Saranya) started to fight for da seat!! She was silly(@ times!!)n made aishu(Aishwarya) n moi get pissed!! We both went to the back seat and made us comfortable....

The bus started n da usual "let da music play" was started too..... We started off with antakshiri game.... Hindi gals a seperate group and Tamil gals a seperate group... We were singing according the language.... Tamil(one among the grp!!) Grp mostly sang Dubbankuthu(a tamil slang for fast numbers!!)..... the funniest part was the hindi gang sang almost 7 or 8lines of the song and We(tamil gang) knew only 1 or 2 lines of that song..... it was obvious they were rocking much more...

Soon it got bored for us(mostly v forgot all the songs!!)..... So decided to enjoy a peacefull (!!)travel for some time..... The bus guy playing mostly Dubbanguthu songs.... All started to dance the dabbankuthu way.... I was pretty silent the first few minutes.. Later ma feets could'n stay any longer.... I too started dancing along wid Aishu, krithi(Malai...LOL) n Leks(lekshmi)..... and maself n laks started to dance the exact way for the song Siriki Sirichi vandha (a tamil dubbaguthu.... the veena step!!) ... People at the back started to cheer!! especially aarthi!!

A few minutes later the Panchaganta cave's came..... We were set the with camera to shoot the "moment".......... As even the EM(electronic media) students came with us .... The place was too crowded.... I wasen't able to take a shot that would set apart from others..... While i adjust ma focus, others would join and that shot was take by many..... I did'nt like the shooting part though!!................ It quite made irritated!! In the midst of this another fight between us(da 3) sworn over!!......... I was pissed again..... But then i ignored it and was taking pictures!!

I would definitly say few people were rather posing and taking pictures of themselves than the caves!! When i wanted to take a picture of the Nandhi..... Few girls sat on that and took pictures of themselves..... 3 rd time am getting freaked out in the day!! This happened most of the time during the day!!............. I was pretty firm n asked them to move ofF!!(otherwise when da hell will i take pictures man?).............! After long trouble i took pictures and they were quite satisfying!! ........... I lowe on of ma shot where i captured the butterfly sucking the flower ( hmmm i knw tat it ain't da rite word!!..... bad in biology!!).....

After taking pictures there... We walked towards the sea shore temple.... on our way we saw sculptures in the making of a statue........ I also took pictures of them... which was so realistic and nice...! It was a really long walk and i could'nt take a step further...... Ma legs were paining like hell man!! i forced ma self to walk.... In between we sat whereever we got place to sit.. Atlast the temple came.....

We also took pictures of it.... I tried different angles to potray the temple.... A handfull of them... It was burning still i had stamina(atleast to take pictures... which i loved too!!)... I liked most of ma pictures and it was awesome!!! hee hee..... Am gUd aT PhOtOgRaPhY ppl!!:D......... then we set to the bus and we went to a near by hotel to have lunch!! Getting loads of water bottles..... our next venture was to the beach.....

We went to the beach to take pictures(!!)..... Hmmmm we were told that we would take sunrise pictures.... but we ended up taking sunburnt(hee hee....LOL:D) pictures....... Hmm i managed to get the waves rite.... and took a couple of pics with ma frenz......

The day is ending.... we were to tired to sing or dance while coming back..... we maintained a silent journey...(indeed.. which i wanted!!)............ We reached college............ and yes the trip ended ecstatically........:D :-)

WHAT'S IN A NOM?

People always ask me "what's in a name?"

Hmm.... why do they ask me??!!

'Coze i just hate it when people mis pronounce ma name!!

My nom is Sharanya. A common name in India especially in South India( i wuld also say a common nom in Chennai!!). People call me in different ways which i completely hate it. As ma name is pretty common-> 3 ways-> Sharanya/saranya/charanya!!! But ma's is Sharanya.

They call me Saranya or Charanya. I liked to be called only as SHARANYA and not others. Now that people know i hate it if they call me saranya or WATEVA..... they call me now for the fun of it. Mayb jus to see ma anger or me getting irritated!!

If i shout back, they ask me "whats in a name saranya?"(again pronouncing wrongly!!)

But i wonder.... If i pronounce their name incorrectly will they like it?

I do that and ofcourse i've got BUNS!!(a tamil slang;-))..... But when they call me I should act dum and should'n bother much. How mean?!!

People even wonder "why this girl is fuzzing about this?"

I say "Won't they fuzz about this when i call them incorrectly?"

It may seem a silly issue for people. But for "it matters". I have given my idenstity as SHARANYA and not as Saranya!! So i always insist to use the 'h' in my nom where most people miss out.

You call me unkowingly once or twice, Fine. But teasing me and repeating it after correcting you several time, It freaks me out!

I like having pet noms.... like in ma school am called as "shara", college "CR"(thats ma initial) and in home "jhanu" (meaning life)

Pet names-NP(no probs)..... But if u mis spell it...... Man i will freak out and don't you get any "good"(ahem... ahem..)words from me....!!

MA FIRST BLOG:-)--------- SMILE FOREVER:D

Yo people!!! this is ma first blog..... As me into journalism, ma media pals asks me to start blogging... they a wild notion or wateva that wat i post mayb visited by someone else and i can get famous!!! i did'n want to... as i have pretty much articles and assignments to do.....
but today i end up here.... writing ma first blog..... so what shd i write now.... guess am acting like a dum kid!!! mayb i guess write something about me?! Rather the thing which i like in me..
here i go..... i always like telling people(new ppl!!) about me.... if i'd like to give an introduction about me i can go on and on....... until the person thinks "man shez amazin!!" or mayb "man shez borin!!;-)"... neways it all depends on people guys....!!
i swear iam not that much of a boredom ..so ... so Gal!...... Ma trademark is ma Smile.... i love to smile(so that ma dimples shows off......LOL!!;-))..... am kidding guys!! To smile is something so precious for me.... I never knew the value of smile until i started to smile for things(don't put me under the category of a nut!!)..... from ma early age i used to smile at people for no reason...! they used to smile at e back.... But when the day i started realizing i know the value for it... Long back when i visited on of ma dad's friend in a hospital...... He looked week.... i said
"hello uncle, how are you?"

he smiled and said "iam fine"

i gave a assuring smile at him and told "you will be fine".... and smiled again.

he replied me sayin"god ur smile makes me feel good, i wil be fine soon coz of ur smile"

Then i realized a smile can make million people forget their worries, sorrows or nethin ( evn a guy forget his world;-)! )....... I did't know a smile makes a person feels so good until i met this uncle.... So smile people...... It creates waves... believe me...! Make people smile if they are at a distress...... Make them happy with ur SMILE..... After all, it costs nothing!!

FEW OF MA FAVORITE QUOTES:-

>SMILE ALWAYS 'COZ U DON'T KNOW WHO'S FALLING IN LOVE WITH IT;-)
> SMILE IS AN INEXPENSIVE WAY TO IMPROVE YOUR LOOKS
> SMILE IS A LANGUAGE EVEN A BABY UNDERSTANDS( DEFINITLY TRUE!!)
> SMILE MAKES PEOPLE WONDER WHAT YOU ARE THINKING......................

I've so much to quote in smile................ hold on.... not all of it in this....!!